question 1

1st song in my head: "inside of you" by the maine

how do you really feel about what you are doing right now at this exact moment?

i feel hopeful. i would like this exercise to help me discover what it is that i want to do with my life. a chapter ended for me last week with my being laid off. it was the kick in the butt i need to make a much needed change in my life. the actual changes that are to be made, will be figured out later. hopefully after i have these 50 questions answered. 

so.

with hope, i'm documenting my answers.

listened to : Thieves and Villains "Movement"

dry throats unite

atlantic lungs

everyone believes

movement

new endeavor

well now. i've been absent a loooooong time. quite a few things have changed and other things are still the same.  


the biggest change would have to be:* dun dun DUUNNNN*           i am unemployed.


yeah, i've known for the last 2 months it was going to happen, but i was hoping that my phenomenal luck was going kick in and the perfect job would just materialize. and ya know what? that didn't happen this time.


so, i'm taking this time to reflect on what it is i actually want to do with my life. as i was laid off, i've applied for unemployment and for my student loans to be deferred. i feel like a bum and a bit like a failure. lookin' for jobs though, i have a certain amount i have to earn. so, here's hoping!


but, back to a more interesting subject. i've come up with something to keep me occupied. i have a stumbleupon now. for those of you who don't know. it's tis amazing time waster, sign up for an account, choose up to 127 interests and hit the stumble button and it brings up internet pages that should interest you. it's awesome!


so i stumbled on this website: http://www.tiadpeterson.com/live-what-you-love-50-questions-to-ask-yourself/


quite obvious what it is. 50 questions that are supposed to help you figure out what it is you want to do. perfect for me. 


so, every day i will answer one question and post it here. so if you feel like reading something daily. well, you'll get it! i'll also include some random things, like if i wake up with a song in my head or a specific one in my head all day or what i was listening to while i answered the question.


there will be other posts as well such as my adventures in cooking, the activities i'm doing to fill my time (especially if they are new to me)